又是新的一年开始了,新年新气象,对我来说可谓是一个转折,亲爱的朋友们,我换了一份工作,离开了我熟悉的城市,离开了我熟悉的人群.

一直想写一些什么上来,但总是找不到合适的话题,现在为自己找了个正当理由:因为过年放假了,哈哈.

因为在老家,过完十五圆宵节才算是真正的过完年.

只能感叹时间的飞逝,新的环境,新的同事,当他们问及年龄的时候,我总是一笑的答道:奔三了.

不是因为问题好笑,也不是因为答案好笑,而是因为这尴尬的年纪好笑,更是因为自己糊涂了长到了这般年纪而好笑.当初奔二的时候怎么没有这样的感觉呢?

想让时间老人能暂时停止脚步,或者时光倒流几年,因为我实在还有太多的事情要做,太多的想法没有实现.

It time to say "good bye".

Goodbye,goodbye

I don't want to say anything more,it is only the time to say goodbye.

Make decision by myself hardly,face everything by myself.

ALL said you are strong enough.is it true?

sometime I also want to cry,but I know it is no meaning to cry,I don't want to show flabbiness to somebody.

seems strong,there is no way,you must be strong until you become strong.

won't it be nice?nobody knows!

Always the chance pass by because you could not catch it.

心情就像最近的天气，一直阴雨连绵。

想得越多，心里越烦，对这TMD所谓的生活真的失去信心了。

说人生是舞台，自己是导演，谁都希望成为一个出色的导演，可是

导来导去，导出的确是这样的人生。

总是感叹：LIFE IS DIFFICULT。

年长的总是说：你还没有资格说这话。

我说我已经经历了很多。

这种不在位的状况已经持续了多久了？

是在某个人出现的时候还是在某个人消失的时候？

有因必有果，这是佛说的，可是在我这边却不管用了。

真的有蒸发这一说？

 

失去信心，对于身边的人，对现在的生活。

 再给自己一点时间，我要再多想一会，已经无力去争取什么，只是再给自己一点时间。

catch cold again,this is twice time in the five months.

I don't know the reason,the cold is related mood,isn't it?

How stupid I am,really tired for those things,and somebody.it seems none of my business,but this is life.

we must to think more and more for our life.

only wanna say"tired",nobody can help unless somebody self.

I can not stop this kind life,I choosed,I must to do.

really a little tired.

 

连续一个星期的连绵细雨，早中晚的温差虽说也不算太，但是还是左右了我的情绪。尽管我也知道，让天气左右了情绪的人，是真愚蠢之极，

可是没办法，有时候我就是这样的俗人。

公司原订了星期六的野餐计划，也因这雨，而取消。很多事情就是这样呀：人算不如天算。想得很美好的东西，结果也许会大失所望。

一直以来，都挺喜欢雨的，只是今年的这个季节的雨让我有了太多的感伤。

是真的长大了吧，开始思考一些东西，特别是在这样的雨季，习惯了一个人撑着伞在雨中走，也许会去找个僻静的场所，找个临窗的位置，

点上一杯东西，就这样看着来来往往的人，车辆。其实那些人又何尝不是俗人呢，只是他们不会像我活得这么多愁善感，他们有的是自己的

生活动力。

郁闷着，继续郁闷着……

等待天晴，也许还会因为这个季节，牵连着某个人，也许还会这样郁闷下去。

I haven't been here for a long time.Really I am busy now due to the sales season.

I want to be busy,so I wouldn't pay attention to other things,even be a work maching.

The fall season is coming.it is cool,maybe 90% people like this season,but me.

I feel this season is too sentimental.

like the leaves will turn yellow,when the wind blow,they will leave the tree,then fall down.

fall down,so I can understand why we called this season "fall".

Somebody said Autumn is a harvest season,So I am thinking what did I get in this season.

I have nothing only bad mood.

love and be loved,it is a difficult question to have an answer.

 

cheery up!